Those hands





Cold hands reach out to me
In the midst of darkness
Makes me lifeless and numb

I shudder in fear and run away
Never to be caught in those painful memories again
The past stares at me and my future is a tunnel of fear
I dont need a hand, I just need answers

Dark nights and darker days
I run around in circles
The illuson of life and laughter, shadowed by pain

And the silent night fills up with a faint voice....

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,

Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
...Wish you were here.


Somewhere in this commotion a flickering warmth glows
Pierces my soul and flows around
I savour this sweet pain and beg for that hand to hold on
That hand which is so warm now


I smile and dance, I jump and oh i'm in such a trance
The hand leads me on and it never lets go


Time stops and I'm counting only the beats of my heart
And then the beats slow down and die
I'm afraid now, the hand is cold again
Oh so cold


Lead me on in the darkness, I beg thee warm hand
Nothing makes sense without you, you know so
Sweet necter of life hold me close to you and never let go
Hold me close, so close.



-I miss you
Lost Puppy